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I guess I have to use this now. Nobody's gonna want to read anything I write anyway.
I don't understand what the Director is thinking! First he brings me to this giant fancy school and I'm not good at school at all. I've been struggling to just barely pass all my classes so far. I should maybe have asked for some help, but I don't want to bother anyone either... And I miss Mom and this place is way too big and expensive...
But I knew she'd get mad if I came home, so I'm still here even if he made a horrible mistake. But then those scary guys in black suits came and took me to the Director's office yesterday and he wanted to know why I haven't joined the baseball team... How did he even know that?! He's been waiting since opening ceremonies for me to do so, he said! But I can't join... I won't. I can't do that to anyone else... Even if I really miss it though.
But then he told me I HAD TO. I have to report to the coach tomorrow! Ahhhhhh whatamIgoingtodo?! He isn't even making me try out!! It's going to be like Mihoshi all over again! I don't want everyone to hate me. I'd rather no one even know I exist than everyone hate me because of favoritism and because I ruin everything for them again.
...But I want to pitch so badly.
What am I supposed to do?!
I guess I have to use this now. Nobody's gonna want to read anything I write anyway.
I don't understand what the Director is thinking! First he brings me to this giant fancy school and I'm not good at school at all. I've been struggling to just barely pass all my classes so far. I should maybe have asked for some help, but I don't want to bother anyone either... And I miss Mom and this place is way too big and expensive...
But I knew she'd get mad if I came home, so I'm still here even if he made a horrible mistake. But then those scary guys in black suits came and took me to the Director's office yesterday and he wanted to know why I haven't joined the baseball team... How did he even know that?! He's been waiting since opening ceremonies for me to do so, he said! But I can't join... I won't. I can't do that to anyone else... Even if I really miss it though.
But then he told me I HAD TO. I have to report to the coach tomorrow! Ahhhhhh whatamIgoingtodo?! He isn't even making me try out!! It's going to be like Mihoshi all over again! I don't want everyone to hate me. I'd rather no one even know I exist than everyone hate me because of favoritism and because I ruin everything for them again.
...But I want to pitch so badly.
What am I supposed to do?!
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Date: 2010-02-13 09:52 am (UTC)But if you want to pitch and Julian-san wants you to pitch, too, what's the problem??
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Date: 2010-02-13 08:03 pm (UTC)2/2
Date: 2010-02-13 08:09 pm (UTC)EH!? How did you?But I just... I just can't. They won't want me on the team, I know it.
You like basseball too?
(( OOC: I forgot to mention this in the post but Mihashi has been at the school all year and has probably been spotted at practices or games for both HS and the college. But he would have run away FAST if anyone approached him. ))
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Date: 2010-02-13 08:19 pm (UTC)Oh, sorry, I haven't intoduced myself! ^^; Yamamoto Takeshi, starting pitcher for the college team ^__^
[ooc: ahk, gotcha :D]
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Date: 2010-02-13 08:25 pm (UTC)Djskajgfrewsosdiuredsj
You're incredible! Really really incredible!
Why are you talking to the likes of me?!FFFF HE IS SO CUUUUTE *_*
Date: 2010-02-13 08:32 pm (UTC)So anyway, why is joining the team such a problem?? I mean, I don't like to pry, but it's sad to keep yourself from doing the thing you love so much, isn't it??
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Date: 2010-02-13 08:39 pm (UTC)That's why I shouldn't join...
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Date: 2010-02-13 08:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-14 01:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-14 01:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-14 04:42 am (UTC)And I don't know why at all! He must have read the records from my last school all wrong or something.
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Date: 2010-02-14 04:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-14 04:58 am (UTC)I... I really want to pitch. I really really really want to pitch.
But...
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Date: 2010-02-14 05:02 am (UTC)Hmmm...hey, do you have anything after school on Monday??
Icon is how Mihashi looks at his computer right now T.T
Date: 2010-02-14 05:24 am (UTC)AWWWW BB. HUGS!
Date: 2010-02-14 05:27 am (UTC)That thing before was like unknowingly the worst thing to say EVAR XD;;;;;
Date: 2010-02-15 04:55 am (UTC)But, if it really wouldn't be a problem, I would like to see you pitch some more...
I KNOW 8D *is a terrible person*
Date: 2010-02-15 05:05 am (UTC)You! XD <3
Date: 2010-02-15 05:19 am (UTC)Re: You! XD <3
Date: 2010-02-15 05:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-14 07:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-15 03:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-15 03:43 am (UTC)Congrats, you broke his brain (though, I have to say it isn't too hard to do)
Date: 2010-02-15 03:54 am (UTC)I COULD NEVER DO THAT!!! I'D BE KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL FOR SURE AND HE BROUGHT ME HERE EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT SMART OR ANYTHING! Mom would kill me and and and it just is rude and I could never!
Aww, and he's not even trying! xD
Date: 2010-02-15 04:02 am (UTC)Mihashi is SO CONFUSED
Date: 2010-02-15 04:42 am (UTC)But... um.... thank...you? I think I'll just explain to the coach why I shouldn't play and they can decide...